10/2/2021 I went from hoping to one day find more women like me to fully believing that repressing everything and staying as deep in the closet as possible would have been ultimately easierRead Now I grew up hearing that being homosexual was disgusting. Wrong. It took until I was eighteen to accept myself and even longer to shake the feeling that I was a weird freak.
A decade later and I'm back to hearing that I'm disgusting and wrong, and wondering if maybe I really was a weird freak all along. Except this time I get the hopeless feeling of having a community to turn to and then having it ripped out from under me to appease horny men who can't stand to be told no. I went from hoping to one day find more women like me to fully believing that repressing everything and staying as deep in the closet as possible would have been ultimately easier. At least then I wouldn't have had to see these parts of myself that it took so many years to embrace become vilified one-by-one. Comments are closed.
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